Helpless

Meet & follow by happiness

But I guess is hard to maintain this friendship anymore.

At the moment when found something wrong

Apart by hundred of kilometer

However,

Still annoying by this kind of feeling

No matter how sweet the memory is

It might just a fantasy

I just don't dare to touch it anymore

Don't dare to speak out

Don't know what to do

Don't wan to lose

Don't wan to lost as well

2013年

全新的一年

今年得更努力了。

毕竟自己所希望的事情还是没办法在2012年里达成。

时间过得好快

不知不觉2012又到了尾声了

回望之前，我真的蛮多遗憾的。

不过同时庆幸的是我还活得好好的。

只是人生偶尔觉得没什么目标。

每天醒来重复同样的循环。

今天下午和一个中午的同学聊了起来。

还真没注意到我们已经毕业了接近六年了。

可是依然好保持联系。

哈哈，

要找回之前所有的同学，小学或中学也好。好让大家聚一聚，聊一聊。

毕竟认识了也算是非常好的运气。

It's been a long time not posting something at my space.

Recently, my emotion unstable fluctuated.

Work performance not well, low self confident, life, and some others thing that affect me severely.

Work so hard for my life and I still feel uncertainty, Work so hard because wan to sustain and achieve something. However, uncertainty make my confident affected. 

I already clueless how to console myself. Encouragement and motivation or consolation from others have been paralyzed in my nerve. Even I told myself everything would be alright or I keep tell myself "Hope everything would go as my dream.

Success or failed?? It's all depend on how much my effort will be paid off and I barely can get through myself.