W.J. Yong Welcome you all to my world

This is what I get from everything that I goes through in my life. Hope you all can feel it instead of read.

Friday, May 28, 2010

The last day at Hometown

Today is the last day I stay at Sungai Petani. I will go back to Kampar for new sem. Yesterday, I went to Penang with my friend. We just ride motorcycle to Penang and we depart at 12 o'clock noon. Damn Hot. speed at highway and feel the exciting of speeding on highway with motorbike. Just like people lepak. I and my friend went to Penang and lepak at Gurney Plaza. After that, we go to beach to feel the wave of the sea. The wave is quite strong that day until I can feel a force try to drag my leg into the sea. Before go back, we went to Esplanade. We go to see the basketball player at there but because the time to early so we go to Fort Cornwallis and discover. That is the place where the Francis Light 1st time step to The land of Malaya at Kedah. Fort Cornwallis is built for the defending purpose. The fort initially is built by kayu nibong but after it change with the clay brick. Until now still got cannon left inside the fort which use to protect the Penang from the outer force invade. Most of the cannon already rusted but the main cannon which made by bronze still in a good condition Inside also got a ammo magazine and small church which the door only 1.75m height only. It is a quite low.

This few day I always online at KFC because of my home do not have internet service. I have my last sem final examination result. What a bad result. It just 2.0 because of the 2 stupid subject which less related to my courses but luckily all pass. This sem break gonna end. Bye

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

第三次的SEM BREAK

5月13号2010年,是第三次SEM BREAK的开始。就在这天早上我乘坐巴士回到了家乡双溪大年。回到这个地方第一时间做的事就是先向各位我亲爱的老同学和朋友报告先除了N是过后一天才告诉她的。也就是那天起我们开始sms的。这个为期两个星期的放假过得很高兴、充实、纳闷、累、寂寞和无聊。

在这长达两星期的假期。我用来打发时间的方法是不断的运动。在家学弹钢琴、羽球、篮球和GYM几乎是每天我会做的事。我花在这些事的时间几乎是6到8小时吧!钢琴是睡醒起来,吃完早餐后没事做就待在家里学。因为弟弟学钢琴所以就买了一部,他是去上课程的而我是在家拿他的课程的书来自己学的。学的蛮辛苦的,没人指导,遇到不明白的地方要自己去摸索。学得很慢,连一首歌的verse都弹不完。上面那三项运动最累人了,每天都有打球,有时羽球有时篮球,不能打球时就去GYM有时就打完篮球才去,要不然就去GYM过后又去打篮球。当中最累人的莫过于羽球因为我是form 6时才开始打的所以都没有基本功,不过还好打得有模有样,都是慢慢摸索羽球的基本,所以这就是为什么羽球我打得特别的累又喘。这样多的运动,还好休息充足所以才不会觉得累。爸爸曾叫我去帮他不过因为假期短所以就选择不孝这次。

难得所有老同学都回来了,当然不忘和他们聚一聚咯!虽然有些人很早就回去了因为早开课而有些的则出外去打工了。不过大部分的都还在放假。最开心的应该是和N的见面吧!假期的尾声有很多让我期待的事情。考试的成绩、开学和我买的supplement的到来。这个假期没什么特别啦!就是那么的普通。

Monday, May 24, 2010

Miss N

昨天,我和N小姐信息了差不多一整天。我们俩其实已经连续四天都有在发信息给对方只是昨天是久了一点。不像之前那时候,我信息N小姐都是没什么话题聊因为那时的我对她有很深的感觉。这感觉约束了我对她的一切玩笑,也约束了我原本的性格,当时的我只是一个和自己原本性格有很大出入的性格。当一切告一段落时,我和N小姐又再次的联络彼此。因为N小姐也在等着进大学了恰好我现在放假在家乡所以就想藉由这次机会再见一次面。其实之前的sembreak和新年时的假期我们也有相约出来见面。这次的见面之后不知道什么时候才会再见了。因为她读的是政府大学而我则就读私立大专。大家的假期时间是不一样的。

昨天晚上,我们又再次约了见面。不过这次我们去了看戏还有N小姐的两个好友(当然我都认识的)。戏票是她两个好友预先买好的因为知道我和N小姐也要看。因为她两个好友买的所以她们竟然买了两个情侣座。当然我和N小姐都不知道因为我和N小姐是过后各自去目的地和N小姐的两个好友会和的。见面时所讲的话竟然还不够信息的时多。为什么面对面和隔空的对话会有那么大的差别?看戏时,她们两个坐在一起而我就和N小姐坐同一个位。我是看戏看到一半时才发现是情侣座的而N小姐是看完过后才知道的。可笑的是我竟然被她两个好友骂笨,因为我放掉这个大好机会。可是当时我想不到要把分界柄拿起来的理由。我和N不知道还有没有机会只是我们两个应经不像以前一样了。她不一样了而我也不一样了。很多不允许我们在一起的因素存在。从以前到现在都一样。

回家的途中,我心里有种莫名的忧愁正在涌现。仿佛是旧情复发的感觉。这感觉很模糊,不清晰。真正喜欢的感觉已经找不到了除了之前N可以给我这样的感觉之外。我真的曾经真正的喜欢过N。因为这样多的因素,而这些我不在乎的因素偏偏是N最在乎的。希望她会排除这些因素吧!不过现在的我也已经没什么感觉了。

Monday, May 3, 2010

My 18-20 Story

Mid of the 2007 is the began of my form 6 life. I still study at the school same as when I was form 5. Usually, I will ride motor to school right at 7am but because that was the 1st day so it is not so good to late. So I go at 6.45am but this is for 1st three day only. Many precious and sweetest and bitter memory in this period. I feel excited went to school everyday cause I can felt the different with previous secondary school life. It was amazing because this was 1st time I felt excited go to school everyday. Some of my classmate came from other school. Maybe because of different school life has brought in the 6R1/6R2 class and it made my secondary school life start a new chapter. I said it as new chapter because I felt that this form 6 life is totally different with previous secondary school life.

Of cause, some of the classmate still is same with form 5 classmate but I can said that we became more close when came to form 6. During form 5, we less talked to each other and some of them I don't even have a conversation with them before. I transfered to that school since 2005. Yes, like what you all can think. I really din have any communication with them for the 2 years. Why we became more close during form 6 maybe is because of the new classmate from other school. Their passion have bring all of us together as 1 class. I felt nice with this environment. But don't know since when we all start to broke up into few group. It seem like some of them have feud to someone. But luckily this is not the ending of my form 6 story. My form 6 story is end with a sweet ending. I felt glad that I can know they whos from other school. I will list out all of my new classmate.

Chia How- Our class monitor. hard to get serious at ordinary time but he will serious doing his job include listen to the lesson.
Yun Lu- Nice girl but sensitive to friends treatment. I think now she became more mature than that time and wont so sensitive anymore.
Lee Mei- A attractive cute girl but playing fool around sometime.
Boon Chong- The emperor of The Dynasty Qin. He slogan is " This is my kingdom and How spectacular my army is. XDDDD. Talking crap always.
Pin Hoon- A clever girl, active and play too much sometime.
Ly tat- Look strict but actually not as strict as his look. Will bear responsible very well for every task that assign to him.
Wei Song- Our class music talent. He plays guitar very well and have a nice voice. He probably the most nicest person in our class.
Chin keong- Our class DotA king. Any DotA question can ask him and he will make you monster kill in DotA. But Now lost contact with him already. Hope can see him soon.
Sasindran- Our class most thin indian boy but stop at a half of form 6 and sail to the ocean become a sailor.
Tamilselvam- Our class most handsome indian boy. Have a nice football skill.
Yong Leng- Our class genius. Score A in every subject from start of the form 6 mid term test until STPM. Now he study at Singapore Nanyang Tech University. 4 flat is the paid from his effort.

Above all is the friend from other school. They are the people who brought the happiness and joy to our class. Some of the formal friend that most close with me is:

Chee Khang- badminton player since primary school. The most greatest player at that time. I mean for the entire form 6.
Chong How- Last time always sleep and talk less but when went to form 6. He totally change to talkative and nonsence always.
Mei Xin- Like a corporate woman. Stand at the right post for right time. Also quite playful also.
Ching Yee- Sister of Mei Xin. Cute and short girl always kidding around with her chubby laughing face.
Chun Hong- A hard working boy. complete whatever assignment that we don't wish to somplete.
Kim Han- Always suprising us. Because he look so calm always and don't like to talk crap so much but when he activate. The loser definitely will be boon chong. Cause He shoot boon chong always.

All of them I more close with them. Sorry for the other classmate I din't mention here because you all are great until there is too much thing too write. I say real. I really mean that.

During Upper 6, I got chemistry with my junior. She is so attractive to me at that time. She is lower 6 student who also study that school before this. I have already seen her at 2005 which is the 1st year I transfer to that school until I know her at 2008. Everything happen too theatrical. During the time when we both still don't know each other. I always can meet her at the corridor to the Koperasi because I wan to buy something and she just in the way to the school canteen with her 'sisters'. Sometime I back from Koperasi and coincidentally she on the way back to her class. The moment I saw her at that time, I know her name but I don't know her and I did not expected that we will get know each other at after 3 years. The way we know each other is nothing special to mention about. Just after we both get know each other, it seem that we both have much thing to talk. Suddenly from a stranger became best friend cause we quite close at that time.

Maybe this is the fault of human nature or the arrangement of destiny. I start got feeling to her and that feeling is so unique until it is hard to explain by word. It slowly became like. I like her very much. Cannot say as love cause it just one side by me only. Can fight for her if she wish. That time thought she will be the one. Everything after confession, we not as close as before and she try to avoid me. Maybe because awkward. I still can't let go that stupid feeling after that. It almost influence my future. My STPM got bad because of this.

After all calm down it already the week before I come to UTAR. Everything is back to normal. Me and her still friend and we still have contact each other. This also a good ending. At least, we still can talk to each other by normal. Sorry the least detail of the story plot cause I can't remember so much and not really wan to talk it detail as I just share my experience only.

Back to form 6 friends. We all finished the STPM and all of us have step on the journey towards our dreams. Most of them have get into public university while I apply for private university. Until now, we still contact each other. We will meet each other during sem break although don't know this will remain for how long but 1 thing can sure our friendship still as the time when we in form 6. I don't have any sweet memory before form 6. I glad that the last page of my secondary school life is full with colour. Thanks for they who gave me this. Feel appreciate with the present of you all.