Again

Now I am again in that feeling. A feeling that make me uncomfortable but sometime make me feel sweet and happy. I meet her again at University and the time I can meet her is more than we just known each other. She now taking a short courses and she more enjoy to be with her classmate. Well, I had already change the way I communicate with her and I also change quite much. I still remember during that time I was a shy guy. Everything is in passive. I not an aggressive guy when communicate with girl. But that time was got some chemistry and it quite deep. I cannot control myself and sometime I feel that it is not me. I can understand why she so refusing to talking with me or meet me at that time. Now I try to hold on. I try to make a change. A change that determine myself in whatever circumstances. Now I wont passive when face to her. I can a lot with her now. Well, She was so outstanding. She have the most beautiful smile that I ever see. It is already a luck I can meet her but sometime human is greed and always ask for more. I wish the change I have done so far can seen by her. I wish I be giving another chance. I swear I will precious it very well.