There will be many thinking come out in my mind.
Whether can I accept the consequence if failure, why the girl act in such way, why am I thinking so much.
Sometime I really think that I am quite a idiot and stupid guys. Can't really understand what a girl want. Don't know how to make that girl happier. Even I success but I will just try to make it better next time and this kind of mindset had made me goes in negative thinking. Think in such way that I cant do better. The higher the expectation the more hurt you will if you fall down.
Although I might a cheerful person sometime but behind the cheerful mask I actually quite a self abased person. Do not have much confident. That my biggest weakness. Well, a guy should not emphasize on relationship than his career but this is part of the life. Somehow I still feel that this also one of the element for a success guys. Because some girl can really contribute to the success of a guys. Although not sure, but I think I meet one. I can see the potential of her.
Seem like too earlier to say all these words. This is the complete version of my feeling. I think so. lol
When first met you, I feel a kind of temperament within you.
Your eyes, your hair, your natural look and your natural act
Just made me feel that I want to more understanding you
Don't know since when, we both chat almost everyday.
Slowly, your every single response have a very strong influence toward my mood
You happy then I will happy
You angry then I will worry
You didn't replied then I will worry as well
Happy is because you happy
Worry because I might make something that uncomfortable or unhappy to you.
Day after day, the above feeling is keep on appearing in my mind.
From that moment, I know you are the one that I wait for so long.
I just don't care about your past, your age or any of your bad temper.
All I want is you to become my 1st one and also the last one.
I don't know what will happen in the future
But I strongly believe you will be my 1st and also the last.
I always believe that, my 1st will be my last as well.
For me, You are best enough
If I give up that day when I tell you my feeling.
I can guarantee that I wont meet another you in the future anymore.
I believe you are the 38, nice and mature girl that I wan to meet.
I will certainly hold this chances unless you give up me.
Or else, there will be no other thing can change my mind.
Teasing you just a way to maintain conversation with you
Not fooling you at all. haha
I feel glad that you will laugh so loud when with me
Because there is no one laugh as you do.
Your eyes, your hair, your natural look and your natural act
Just made me feel that I want to more understanding you
Don't know since when, we both chat almost everyday.
Slowly, your every single response have a very strong influence toward my mood
You happy then I will happy
You angry then I will worry
You didn't replied then I will worry as well
Happy is because you happy
Worry because I might make something that uncomfortable or unhappy to you.
Day after day, the above feeling is keep on appearing in my mind.
From that moment, I know you are the one that I wait for so long.
I just don't care about your past, your age or any of your bad temper.
All I want is you to become my 1st one and also the last one.
I don't know what will happen in the future
But I strongly believe you will be my 1st and also the last.
I always believe that, my 1st will be my last as well.
For me, You are best enough
If I give up that day when I tell you my feeling.
I can guarantee that I wont meet another you in the future anymore.
I believe you are the 38, nice and mature girl that I wan to meet.
I will certainly hold this chances unless you give up me.
Or else, there will be no other thing can change my mind.
Teasing you just a way to maintain conversation with you
Not fooling you at all. haha
I feel glad that you will laugh so loud when with me
Because there is no one laugh as you do.
I have nothing to say anymore. I am this kind of person. No good in express my thinking. So I just try my best to prove with my action but I really don't know this kind of expression method whether effective.
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